September 30, 2007♥
relief
yayness!!
the brother will be transferred to General Ward soon.
im uber glad.
and the news made me lost all sorrows.
the siblings were wearing green.
all three of us.
cool laa.. i made daddy spent $52 in a day at TTSH.
goodness linda!tmr will be another visit there. :)
it's not a war 11:02 pm
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like sugar, only sweeter.
im sucha cry baby.
i couldn't hol bac my tears seeing him in such condition.
okok! linda can make it right?
she's strong can.
*pat on her shoulder*
the brother is admitted to TTSH.
a hyper little brother of mine who is forever active
is now lying in TTSH?
tremendously shocking.
well.. who won't?
involved in a Hit &Run accident.
his stage can be considered as critical.
it's sucha disappointment to know my own brother
lying on that bed
helplessly.
it's been 2days.
&no food fer him.
hopefully he will be transferred to General Ward asap.
been accompanying him as early as 7am till 9pm.
you haf sucha sweet sister, boy.
like sugar, only sweeter
<3no matter how cruel ¬orious you ve been,
you will always be my boy.
your sister loves you many many can??
stay wrong, my boy.
don't disappoint me can?
i ll be there
always :'(
anw, thanks babe for the support.
and the family become one.
your grandfather is my grandfather laa..HAHAH!
ps: we did notty things tgt and why shud i report right? heheheok im outz!
let's get some fresh air out there.
cya!
it's not a war 12:37 am
September 27, 2007♥
...and when my heart felt theirs
after everything.. i headed to the airport.
send off the I-Crew.
tears shed here &there.
i know i gonna miss them so much.
we ve had lots of fun &pleasure fer the past 6 months.
&the separation was when my heart felt theirs.
:'(
as i pen down my thoughts &feelings here, i couldn't stop my heart tearing apart.
it's unbearable seeing them leave.
we ve always been together.
working on same shift.
having breaks together.
chill out late nights till dawn.
it's been so much to reminisce.
:'(
they were the ones sharing my personal and work stuff.
and now it's gonna be so empty.
thanks for the advice &love, lovelies.
you are always making me loved. :)
thank yoo so much dearies!
and soon all of them gna be bac to their loved ones.
tutik, i wish happiness to yoo &family.regards to the toddlers aite?my dearest ct, congratulations for your marriage. wish you great wealth &happiness throughout your married life.
it's not a war 11:55 pm
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im done with it.
start off the day pretty bad.
i was like a poor baby sneezing non-stop in class.
freezing cold.
was out at bugis ytd.
searching high &low for the shoe but up to no avail.
next desti.. geylang!
walking here &there.
look here &there.
him: so what baju should i buy?
me: baju melayu uh.
and he's being so leceh laa.
this cannot. that cannot.
haha!
him: this is nice.
me: erm.. but it looks like a raincoat uh.
you know there's this stretch of stores selling those thick thick kind of baju kurung?
it's like so-the-everyone-wearing type of baju.
the modern kind of baju uh
him: this? whats your comment?
me: hmm.. mcm nak go dinner lak instead of jalan raya uh.
i forgot laa what the name of the baju.
sumpah! i dont remember.
him: then which one eh?
me: erm.. i dunno. up to you.
him: but all seem not nice to you. all you got comments.
me: well, im giving my comment je pe.
him: (a big sigh!)
i didnt know that my comments &opinions sux laa sey.
haha!
and otw home.. he asked again.
him: so what baju should i buy?
me: baju melayu. ( and all i did was to grin)
linda helps alot kan?
yeahh right! haha..
and so the babe was trying her best, i assume.
i understand her conscience and guilt.
but there's nothing could be done to re-do those things you guys did.
and early in the morning.. another thing happen.
babe, you re just trying too hard.
im done with it. un-impressive!
it's not a war 2:56 pm
September 25, 2007♥
don't cheat my feelings.
this week has been
go-bac-later-than-usual days.
mon. break-fast with the girls. except su. :(
had fun.
laugh laugh. talk talk. learn learn. and tease tease.i love it.
tdy. break-fast with my babe.
so babe, now u know why
shama dun wanna go shopping with me?
tiring tak? especially with laptops.
grrrrr! oh goodness!and pls.. i wonder alot now.
another development, my instinct is working well with me.
i ve always loved assuming and predicting but i ve never thought i would wonder lots too.
im growing laa mama. =]
past weeks has been a trauma &disasters for me.
im only listening &did nothing.
prolly there are possibilities some are true.
or worst. none are true.
and yahh..
graphic design students are good at visualising.business students are good at researching.I STRONGLY AGREE!
it's not a war 10:54 pm
September 23, 2007♥
as long as u noticed.. it's fine
yes, period!
heheim in
not-so-good-never-fine mood.
but
as long as u noticed.. it's just fine with me.
it's not a war 2:52 pm
September 20, 2007♥
helluva shait!
the first meeting with Ms Supervisor was a disappointment. :(
can i not haf her as my supervisor?
supervisor: you guys are from DBC &DBA?
team: yupp
supervisor: you guys should teach me ok? im not a biz graduate, i major in IT only.
HELLUVA SHAIT!
team: and so we need to create a website from scratch?
supervisor: of course
HELLUVA SHAIT!
supervisor: every week we ll meet same time same place. any problem?
team: oh ok can (as if we had a choice)
supervisor: next week submit the deliverables ok?
team: oh ok. :(
supervisor: and yarr.. weeklylog every friday please.
HELLUVA SHAIT!
and thats our haf hour meeting with ms supervisor.
i miss MR John Young.
oh goodness!
and the deliverables is one long list i tell you.
it gonna be a disaster, linda.
more breaking-fast in school for me. :'(
and if i happen to finish school late, any kind soul willing to fetch me home?
train rides = annoying + irritating.
shait!
and i cant wait to complete the CE points asap!
once it's done.
im cool!
ok random.
due to the overshot meeting at work, i break-fast at 830pm.
HELLUVA SHAIT!
it's not a war 9:12 pm
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dumbfounded.
change or never?others don't rule me.people was just an excuse given to me.
admit the fault.
and live with it.
it thought it was a thoughtful one.promises are meant to be broken.
and so you ve broke it.
it's pointless saying one wun get mad and in less than 5mins,
things get darn serious.
i felt it wasnt fair treating me in a way.
and because of you, im scared of you.
honestly, i became speechless.
i was indeed dumbfounded.. shait!
it's not a war 2:22 pm
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loving you is never worst than loving a stranger
the visit to TTSH reminisced the days with my late-nanny.
i shall not go into detail.
thank god the babe is still staying strong.
praying hard ur nanny would recover soon aite? insyallah..
next we made a trip to geylang.
ironically it wasn't at all packed compared to years ago.
and i bumped into many many long ago friends.
:)
loving you is never worst than loving a stranger.
agree? i STRONGLY do!
it's not a war 12:14 am
September 19, 2007♥
revealed.
im excited but at the same time im annoyed by certain things.
ironically thats me, u know!
make it super short.
DON'T PLAY WORDS WITH ME.
even if you haf the sweetest tongue on earth, i don bother!
let's go shopping, baby!
till then ya.
it's not a war 2:38 pm
September 18, 2007♥
when shit happens.
class ended super late.
as late as almost 5pm.
babes were fantastic.
good communication skills, i can say. :)
however the class so so boring laa sey.
the faci goes on yackadee yackadee on our presentation.
time check. 440pm
can anyone like remind her the time?
and obviously none entertained her.
NONE!
pretty too many smart kids in class.
and i felt so stoopid can? :(
as soon as i reached home, almost time for break-fast.
momma initiate to break-fast outside and i became so kan-chiong.
super tired u knw and she could even hurry me.
omg!
before i became nottier for the day! *hinthint*
had a faboo feast. desserts after another.
such a pity, sis wasnt ard as she went for her facial appt.
instead bro joined us.
bac to sch.
school's getting hectic day by day.
more talks to attend.
that aside, FYP is starting soon.
and i mean, REAL SOON.
the supervisor was asking fer a draft before meeting her.
but then how to draft eh?
she is supposed to guide us along, isn't she?
ohh shit happens again!
tmr gonna be a long day femme.
gdbye my lovelies!
it's not a war 11:12 pm
September 17, 2007♥
i am, aint i?
its been weeks that i didn't do sch assignments.
rj, evaluation &quiz. checked.
bac to square one!
and im feeling like a schoolgirl.
i am, ain't i? hehe!
earlier was momma.
and now it's daddy.
both mad at me. :(
momma: can haf sense of urgency not?
daddy: why lost it after few years it's been with u?
me: wat a qn laa dad. i really dunno.
continue searching.
IC, ezlink & ATM card still not found.
and i gave up after prolly 15mins searching.
haha!
momma: still can say dunno eh.
what else can i say right?
OHYAH HOR. let's search the toilet!
daddy: my dear.. how can they be in the washroom? (rubbed against my hair just like im his little girl)
momma was frowning and continued nagging.
daddy: tmr after sch meet me. we ll make a new one aite? (peck on my forehead)
AND HOW CAN I NOT LOVE YOU MORE DADDY!
and sis tried to be pokey nosey.
hmph!
sis: u never know how to take care of things eh?
me: i know! it's just that i forgot where i placed them. (*a pat on her cheek)
sis: whatever!
continue teasing her!
momma: u another! where's ur hp?
sis: in school laa. teacher keep.
me: haha!
sis's hp kena confiscate laa sey. *bluek!
me: wanna say me. see! ure hit bac laa syg.
sis: shhh! dun make momma more angrier laa!
me: (*continues teasing her)
and another schoolday femme tmr.
:)
it's not a war 11:21 pm
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thats it laa eh
thats the allocation for my final year project. babes, we gonna be dead.
which choice of ours eh? like very very difficult sey.
and the meeting resumes this thurs. its so fast can? :(
and and the supervisor is a SHE. doubt me if she's nasty. hehe!
class is darn cold; together with the faci can? i love banking but why is it not at all interesting?
and the IT heldesk is super pack. goodness! i need to get my domain fix asap can?
my4modules. darn!
and so wed will officially be FYP day.
bac to square one den cos it ll still be a 5 schoolday. :(
my IC, EZLINK & ATM card haf gone missing laa sey. how ni???
and im missing the littlest brudder. :(
it's not a war 9:46 am
September 16, 2007♥
hello early nights
school officially resume on 17/9 and shit!
i got 4 different class for 4 different modules. and as if i could remember every class.
and none i know in the new class. new frens again?
hmm...!
im so excited yet disappointed. wat tha hell right??
okok..
the hol was indeed a holiday for me. work play work play..
and as tmr.. nomore playtime for linda can?
nomore late nights for me. or else i wun be schooling e next day. hehe!!!
it's not a war 11:42 pm
September 02, 2007♥
doomed!
the adapter is alr dead.
so nomore going online late nights after and before work.
i felt so lifeless.so daddy pls transfer the money fast fast k? heheh! need to grab another new adapter for my laptop.
and im so lucky it's the school holiday so no assignment to work on.
:)to all my online mates.. anything just beep me on my mobile aite?
i ll rarely go online nowadays.
:(cheers!!!
it's not a war 7:19 pm