Words can convey feelings.
Do not make the mistake of
pretending something doesn't exist when it does.
Face things head on and see how they are much more minor.
Denial makes things worse than they really are.

im sorry too.
im never angry since e day.
its just a lil disppointment on my part.


the rain cheated on me. :(
one moment it stopped raining
&khai suggests brilliantly.
instead of making full use of the bridge available for RP students,
we crossed unsheltered.






secs later, it started pouring like HELL.
i was soaked as if i was out of shower.
&all khai did was to give me her smile.


headed to shama's plc.
played board games &it kills boredom.
seriously.
i felt so FREE!!!









oh btw,
SHAMA DIPERBODOHKAN!
as much as he's a belo, he's smart afterall.
congrats babe! &ure blushing.
i could hear the wedding bells.
haa!

&pls make a visit to
http://sagacious-me.blogspot.com




it's not a war 10:53 am

It doesn't matter how many girlfriends I've made. Along the way, some might take their leave and some will stay by my side. It's a human thing no one can stop it from happening.

so much for the early meet up on a Sunday morning.
Al-Ameen. playground. swimming pool. that hill. admiralty. home.

home. ohgod! it dreads.
sleep. phone. sleep.



it's either you adapt or leave
ohwell, im living with it!

it's not a war 11:01 am

Today im a confused girl.
im a crybaby. im an angrybaby too.
i cry. i yell.
can people just stop giving me a hard time & reflect?
i got feelings ok, idiot!


i cannot understand others or is it them that dont understand me?
thanks to the fav bf, "you yg tak understand them."
and he adds on "you re just being sensitive laa bee."
wah best!
mmg laa i sensitive but others can play a part by being sensitive to my feelings kan?
i got feelings laa..


asking a favour to understd you but never give me the chance to do so.
IDIOT!
now, how to understd ppl? tell me laa!
easier said than done, idiot!

TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR TAK FAIR!
and it continues!
GERAAAAAAMMM nyer.....!


thankyou khai. curikcurik amek foto aku kan?




i need company.
ok whatever! period..



it's not a war 8:20 pm

ok now this entry memang utk kau!

why show your concern by causing dispute within family members?
is that being concern? HELL NO!
what did i post that cause shame to the family eh?
i cant recall any laa se.
&did i wrote anything bout you?
i dont haf the time to.. can?

and all i blog was about me, my gals n the favourite boy.
Thats all!

or was it your daughter that report things to you?
face me laa!
tell me whatever you re not happy.
why go thru momma.
she knows nth n u compained to her how bad i was.

APER YG AKU MINTAK SIMPATI KAT SINI.
KAN BLOG AKU. KAU TU YG KPO.
DA TKDE KEJE LAIN KE NK UAT.
tkde angin tkde ribot, dtg je carik pasal.

thanks laa eh for the slap that i got so early in the morning.

it's not a war 3:48 pm

its momma &daddy's anni yesterday.
from Jalan Kayu to Upper Thomson to Shinfu Road to Bishan & bac to AMK.
its all for prata.
thanks laa sis! it's her idea.


what else can be done to make the obvious be visible?
HE HAS GONE TOO FAR.
GET A LIFE DUDE!
YOU HAF A GREAT GF!


&lucky for me i haf my girlfriends.
since the boyfriend's away, the girls kept me company.
=]


apart that, let's get busy laa, baby!
i miss the boyfriend laa se.
&all i tot is you n me.







&im sorry babes.
its been awhile since i left sch.
&so.. i guess it ll be just the bof of you.
im stucked with too many personal stuffs.



it's not a war 3:09 pm

"actually i feel like wearing heels to sch", khairunnisa.
thats so random laa kan?


IF or WHEN your boyfriend likes your bestfriend..
what would you do?
*sets thinking*


sometimes i do agree girls are demanding laa kan.
but like shama said, the guys make us one.
boyfriends pamper the girlfriends too much.
a bad effect, girls can never adapt to changes overnight!


im bac to normal me.

it's not a war 1:12 pm

&i feel like breaking down.

i need your hug, baby.

and now.. i miss my boyfriend mcm nak gila.
love, me.
=]

it's not a war 4:14 pm

accompanied khai did her FYP since the babes were out of school.
Nunu out with Epul.
Shama &Sue were at NUH.

&so this is what khai researched on.Bacteria!

i had fun in the lab.
&we forgot that the boyfriend was on his way to meet us.
hee!

it's not a war 1:08 pm

&suddenly i felt different.

that aside, the boyfriend fell sick.
should have heed my advice earlier kan?
tu laa.. stubborn.
be good can?


&so the random guys are such an irritant.
in this concept,
i feel that the boyfriend should be the one feeling insecure.
however, im the one thinking too much here.


ohyah..
each time i wanted to view his friendster profile,
goosebumps all over me.
i wonder why?

it's not a war 4:09 am

the boyfriend da two-wenty laa se.
&for the first time the boyfriend had to gimme a wake up call.
:)

&so we headed for a movie at suntec.
wasn't a planned plan.

im happy laa boyfriend..
cos i got you.
no doubt im so in love with you.

&the boyfriend is out for party-ing.



HAPPY DEEPAVALI PPL!


it's not a war 5:57 am

ok first up!
my saturday was out with the babes.
had raya-ing with the girls n their boyfriends.



yesterday was out with anna.
&we really did lots of catch up.
ok so i ve heard both. hmmm!
so next hit, BUGIS babe!


the boyfriend make my night a good one.



&the girlfriend bought him this! :)


random!
momma asked sis to get marry ASAP.
she's just too much.








half hour later...








and this is when i dunno is my sis is simply DUMB or wat.







WHAT?!
&sis has to cancel the movie &head home.
at home laa sis revealed everything.
she confessed they did nth &kiss2 jer.
omfg!
my jaw almost drop laa se.
&thats not him only. there're more.


that's why momma asked her to get married fast.
&someone's hit the pot!
kalau da langkah bendul, paham2 je laa eh..



ohyah..
the world is indeed a small one.
looks like i really can't hide anything
from the boyfriend which i dont intend to laa.
he even know ppl from my past laa se.
interesting kan?





it's not a war 6:44 pm

we had fun aft sch ytd.
despite the BOY'S PERANGAI DAY.




sumpah these guys so merepek!

aft sch..
nunu followed su home.
me, shama &khai waited at admiralty train station.



thats only for my part.
let's go case by case. haa!

shama had the same problem with the boyfriend.



PERANGAI KAN SEMUE!


bt still, shopping was faboo!
khai bought heels &a lady top.



&the boyfriend had fun with the other boyfriends, I SUPPOSED!

&so, they re official nw.
another to wait.
random!

it's not a war 3:23 pm

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