"WE ARE NOTHING. WE ARE DONE."





it all started out with a lie.
all along,the trust i had for you was ingenuine.

what's going through your mind?
to think he continued cheating
despite knowing the truth will be revealed one day.


i offered help but in the end,
i was the one being pushed to hell.

he's the reason for who i am today.
from a nice timid girl i turned into a defiant rebellious girl.


mama: r u still with linda?
him: yes
mama:really? u still with linda?
him: yes aunty.


bullshit!
i tot he's the one that wants us to go on our separate ways?

it's not a war 2:39 pm

it's not a war 2:49 pm

hope keeps on developing since the day i know you.
all along, i hope it's a test you put me through.


well, i wonder could it be,
when i was dreaming about you baby,
you were dreaming about me too?



call me crazy,
call me blind.
to still be suffering is stupid after all of this time.



did i lose myself to someone better?
&does she love you better than i do?
well, i really really do!



so much i need to say...
since the day.

it's not a war 5:33 pm

Confused. Confirm. Confident.
If you had chosen to ignore, you have chosen to regret.

Nothing happens out of the vacuum.
The past is history, think of the present for the future.
We cannot change the past, but we know we can learn from the past to carve the future.
It's ok to keep secrets, but when one hides them from someone he treasures most-thinking that she's unaware of them- wounds her heart deeply.

Angry words are vicious that can simply cut through your heart and dash your hopes.
I'd rather keep mum and have those murderous words to myself.
After all, 'Silence is golden, speech is silver'.

Dear you,
Would you discard your future after coming thus far to the present for the past?
I wonder...

it's not a war 11:10 pm

I am in a LDR and my girlfriend recently admitted that she had cheated on me. She said, and I believe her, that she really loves me and that this was a mistake she regrets. However, I can't take it out of my mind and forget about it. I am angry that she ruined the purity of our love story. It feels like it's no longer "a dream come true" — merely a watered down version of it because it is no longer "flawless." I feel like a pushover for not doing anything about it. (I'm really in love with her and I can't bring myself to break up just for that.) How can I forgive her? Will I always keep this poisonous thought inside? How can I prevent this from shadowing every aspect of our relationship? Am I "selling short" and blind to her untrustworthiness? How can I trust her again?

A sad loverboy

a second chance would be appreciated most. m still waiting. but letting go is never a considerable option/choice.

Babe,
I'll never understand the whole "I'm too busy" thing. Sure, it's possible that he is really really busy and hardly has time to chat. But why can't he send you a text message at least? Those take literally 2 minutes. He could also call you and leave a message just saying he's thinking about you-literally 1 minute. Doesn't he get a lunch break?? Surely he can handle taking 2 minutes from that to make an effort in making you feel like he is thinking about you.I've been really busy at times. Maybe not as busy as him, but I know how it can get to not have time to talk to friends. But you know what? You should be a top priority in his life. Work is a priority, but you should be too. That's not a selfish thing to ask, that's just what happens when you are in a relationship with someone. You are not just a friend, you are his girlfriend. A simple 'I'm thinking about you' text message does not take much, especially when he knows what you are feeling.

AnnK

PRECISELY! but im taking it too hard at the moment. i tot my patience &waits would serve as an advantage but.. :(

now before things are cleared, everything is toppled onto me. i was suffocated by his actions &now he suffocate me with my actions. he simply dont wanna see it in a positive aspect.

he's still not over the past &i feel he's even more paranoid than me! i only wanna know what he wants to be bac as before.

we both had a bad past.

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&driving makes me crazy.
i wanna drive again.

ps: i actually did my research as told.

it's not a war 11:47 am

HOW TO BE A GOOD GIRLFRIEND

Be honest.

Have a positive attitude. No matter what, have a sense of humor. Have inside jokes together. Be spontaneous. Be happy.

Communicate regularly. Do not talk his ear off.

Make your desires, needs, and opinions known, even when they may conflict with his.

Be consistent.

Be patient. Don't jump to conclusions.

Accept the differences you have and learn to love them.

Take an interest in his interests. Take an interest in his disinterests. He might be disinterested in what you like, so at least try to understand why he is not interested and respect it.

Buy him simple, unexpected gifts once in a while. Guys like to be surprised with little gifts too.

Let him live his life. If you feel entitled to all of his time and attention, learn how to not be an obsessive girlfriend. When he needs some space, don't take it personally.

Remember to always be there when he needs a hug, or a kiss. If he cares about you, he will respect this!

Be yourself!

&im hoping hard the boyfriend will understand this.

im still learning from it.

it's not a war 6:08 pm

i still cant see the reasons why he choose to ignore.
as much as he wants me to be reasonable,
i need his reasons for his actions too.

im still having strong beliefs in him.
im trying my very best to understand the position he's in.
keeping me updated of his troubles would be most welcomed.



however, had fun with the gals.
we had swimming & a tour at Jurong.
thanks for the wake up call eh khairunnisa!


anyhow,
HAPPY 2ND MONTH, baby!

it's not a war 7:43 pm

IM FEELING DOWN,
YOU WERE NOT THERE FOR ME.
AND YET YOU ACCUSED ME.



I VE SAID SORRY.
AM I FORGIVEN????

it's not a war 8:27 pm

im so complicated.
things are all wrong about me.
im sorry for doing so.

i ve cried enough.
i hope you could understand it.
i lied. i teased. i took things too lightly, thats why.

but now, i ve realised.
i will never wanna repeat it again.
can i just turn the time around?
i wan things to be as fine as before for me again.

i need you.
you know that too.
im really sorry.

i seek forgiveness,
just from you..
;(

it's not a war 8:21 pm