it's been days since i last met her.


kinda miss her though!


ok random!

people come and go in life.
well, im so affectionate to one's existence.

& i dont understand her motive till now.
i cant see her reasonings.
she's simply too much.

all the way to describe her..
PATHETIC!

is she everything?
too bad she dont get all our votes.
too bad everyone is just being pretentious around her.
too bad we'll boast her around just to make her fall harder.


and i miss the joyous looking forward moments to work.
not anymore as soon as she exists.
shit!



and im loving all my new friends.


and now i know how weird pisces can get..
they're so long-winded.
search me!
hahahahah!

it's not a war 8:47 am

after so long..

the babes n a hunk catch up w one another.
the babes n me baked cookies again to kill time.
they had fun. i supposed.

and the world getting smaller.
pusing2 situ jugak eh?

&i think the more i should befriend him kan?
who knows another joyful cum memorable gathering will exists again?

it's not a war 2:13 pm

It’s amazing how someone can break your heart,
but you still love them with all the little pieces.


and yes im starting to love you all over again.
but that doesn't mean u've won!



all the way, mr. dj

it's not a war 5:40 pm

my youngest cousin is already seven years old now,

• & i meant it.. TODAY!
  
  
  
  we are only 13 years apart.. hahaha!!
  
  &she obviously cant pretend to be my faking kid.
  
  
  
  
  ohyah.. as mentioned previously, im so ready to own a family.
  
  
  dont you want a kid like him? cuteness!
  
  i dont envy dating couples but i envy those blessfully &legally married. :)
  
  
  
  call it nonsence. call it crazy.
  
  i am happpy!
  
  so babes.. let's make our wishes &dreams come to reality can???
  
  
  
  i dun understd why ppl like him exist on earth?
  he went goo goo gaa gaa for her n den ditch her in a snap.
  what the fark right?
  
  n i can predict he goes ard telling sharing with the rest that the ex-GFS were the ones causing the failure of the relationship.
  they dun understd him.
  they went overboard.
  they demand too much from him.
  
  out of all the girls that exist on earth, he went for a mom that wasnt married n already has a son.
  n worst, he dun even bother to take responsibility of his own child. instead he shower the gf''s son which isnt his son at all with all his love.
  isnt that contradicting???
  if i were to say he qualify to be a daddy, then why isnt he taking care of his own future son. instead he asked to throw the foetus that was actually his.
  fark laa~!
  pls grow up!!!!!!
  

it's not a war 7:25 pm

ok random.

i've been having weird thoughts & planning weird weird resolutions.

the late night call wit khairunnisa was a BLAST. we were so carried away with our dreams.

all along,my dream has never been edited by the own creator. i create my own drama to make it happen in reality. im a forever dreamer. :)
& i only need idiotic guys to ruin those dreams of mine.




&momma, im so ready to start a family.

but again, im paranoid what lies for my future.

it's not a war 2:59 pm

it's not a war 2:35 pm