this question has been a bother to me since days.

im afraid march is ending.

i feel april isnt a good month for me.
i wanna stop the time. puh-lease!

can i be a kid once again?

it's not a war 3:34 pm

mama praised us yesterday.
"my 2 daughters never fight ehh?"

we smiled wide..
all these while when we were quarreling,
mama thought we are just having fun!

it's not a war 1:09 pm

does this ring a bell?

what about this then?

it's not a war 9:51 am

promise not

i haf made a promise.
i will not make another visit to JB.

and i ve realised something.
i can never tolerate empty promises.

and poor mama..
she's always the victim.


let's make a little comparison.. same kan kan kan?

both is ME

he JUST wanna join in the fun only!

and btw, the girlfriends are missed!

it's not a war 12:11 pm

early in the morn, the train was so peaceful.
i felt weird.
"is today a working day? or yet another holiday?"

my happy-to-go-home mood was shattered
when the babe woke me up from my fat hope!

next,
a mid-30yr old guy sat beside. omg!
he fucking stink like HELL laa.
thats one! on my right..
another dunno-how-to-feel-fresh fellow sat on my left!





at raffles station, a male approached me.

"kamu tinggal di mana?"



"Di Singapur! Ada apa ya?"



"Gi mana ya mau apply PR di Singapur?"

"Aku gak tau pak."

"kamu bukan PR di sini?"

"Gak pak, aku anak Singapur!"

"Waduh! Ku pikir kamu anak Jawa. Kiranya kamu gak tinggal di Jakarta?"

"Gak pak. Aku ada kacukan Jawa tapi lahir nya di Singapur."

"Oh. kamu gak seperti anak Singapur ya. Maaf ya.. tapi kamu mirip nya seperti anak Jakarta."

Huh.. Confused!
I don look local meh???!

it's not a war 10:01 am

it's not a war 10:09 am

someone who fear/scared/hate of Cats... they are called - Aclurophobia, Ailurophobia, Elurophobia, Felinophobia, Galeophobia, or Gatophobia.
nama pelik siol!! aper ke bende ni?????


oh yahh.. i dunno laa..
tapi kan im loving Aliff Aziz's melancholic voice..


SHAMA & KHAI!
keep the comments to yourself.
hahahahahah!

it's not a war 12:40 pm

Today i wanna be a Ms Defi.

What is an EX?
A former spouse or partner.

What is a girlfriend?
1. any female friend;
2. a girl or young woman with whom a man is romantically involved;


ok random. its just for fun &laughter.
peace &joy!


my main point is.

DONT BE A BUSYBODY EX-LOVER.

Both should focus on the days ahead instead of clinging on to the past.
If you so want to regard the past as part of your future, dont move!
So what if you're romantically in love? Read below, miss!

The definition of romantic.
1.fanciful; impractical; unrealistic: romantic ideas.
2.imbued with or dominated by idealism,
3.by the idealizing of love or one's beloved.
4.passionate; fervent.
5.imaginary, fictitious, or fabulous.


BIG DEAL HEH????
im not abit taken laa.


ps: im not a bitch but anybody's girlfriend ok?

it's not a war 12:15 pm

she's my bitch!
oops!sorry ya!*

i bet u've had enuff roller coaster rides for the past 1 week.
so what's next?
wanna hop on a bumper ride with me, pretty?

the truth is out as early as 8 in the morning. in fact it's minutes earlier!
did i get the time right?

im honoured for all the thanks otf last night as late as 130am.
thanks linda for the insights.
thanks linda for everything.
thanks linda. i feel like getting a cab to your house.
thanks linda. i feel like just hugging you.
thanks linda. ure the first to see me at ym worst.
thanks linda. ure my advisor.
thanks linda. im trusting you in this!


and..
thanks khai for the many thanks you've thanked me.

not to worry much.
& puh-lease get that look out of your face.

it's not a war 12:14 pm

COOL KAN KAN KAN?
hmm.. how shall i start?

well my babes know im a random person.
i don't go with systematic techniques.
kahkahkahakhakah

i dunno why but im addicted to horoscope now..
maybe cos im bored in this office.
& the rest are influenced to reading horoscope too..


I AM THE QUEEN here!

ps: why are all my babes' blogs without any tagboard?

it's not a war 10:26 am

If you want to get things done, you need to skip out on entertaining invitations. Don't wait to get anyone's permission to do something. Ask for forgiveness, later.

But im enjoying all the lighthearted, entertaining, simple stuff that makes me smile.

So how?

can i just fade away?

I wish I hope I pray Sunday will be interesting for the babes..
Let's start bitching!
See you gals soon. Miss you all many many!!!!

this is interesting!

• only teenage boys wear shirts to club.
• they wanna look powerful. real man who make big bucks wear T-shirts to club cos they are tired wearing office attire.
• men pretend to be gays to get close to women. you are so being fooled.
• women party only to get laid.
• eligible, good-looking, money-making Sporean males are nowhere to be found in that pool of shirts.

adapted from newPaper 14/03/08

it's not a war 12:13 pm

im living happier with my sister now.
Lazy to blog.
Let the pictures express myself.





it's not a war 12:45 pm

Today I am a tearful babygirl again.
I cry and cry and cry.
I cry over everything at work.


And it's all because..
In this container, Im not doing anything appropriate.
My boss contradicts himself.
???

to add on;
period! breakouts!

ARGGHGHHHH!


here's some sweets for my sweet..



the best friend who's going through paranoia..

http://www.helpmenottofeelparanoid.com/ might be of some help.
ahahahhahahaah








a little spread onfor you.


Fell to far, was in way to deep
I guess I let you get the best of me
I never thought I'd doubt you
And I'm better off without you

A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces and spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
The day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you!








putting aside the ill thoughts,
im loving the sun once again.




despite the rainy weather,
thanks Mr. for the smile you brought in me.

it's not a war 12:18 pm

it's very frustrating.

how can someone learn to take charge when she dont understand what she's doing?
she needs guide & not instructions!

tell me the reasons of doing so & i'll understand the situation better.
dont just do n tell me..
"its okay." , "nvm! just relax." , "u'll know everythign when the time comes."

WTF!!!! is this the way???

i can never know laaa.... IDIOT!!!!
better off i dont work. wasting my time!




is this how ppl on construction site work?

hmm.. since these ppl here making things difficult for me..
let's share the sufferings together aite?
we shall suffer together.

you make my life a disaster, i'll make your life will be a miserable one.
thanks eh....

it's not a war 12:30 pm

as much as i hate the magic candle,

thanks shama for everything.

random

came across an imbecile man singing his lungs out in the train.
anyway, it's better than to see MAS SELAMAT.
and somebody gonna get midnight calls from me if i ever had a nightmare of MAS SELAMAT.

GRRR! SCARY LAA SE.

it's not a war 12:07 pm

the phone could not stop beeping as the clock strikes 12 mignight.
i've turned 2-wenty laa se.

as everybody mention, its UNBELIEVABLE.

ndaddy recorded the whole surprise celebration yesterday.
from the moment i stepped into the house till i became the ugly cake monster.

my surprised face looked really horrible.

i was infact shagged from a day's work,
n walking around Singapore with my heels

before im big day ended, mama surprised me with a goodnight kiss.
cool kan?

in a nutshell, im overwhelmed.

thank you, lovelies for the wishes n thoughts n gifts.
much appreciated yarh.

ps: there's more celebration.
i will upload the video n all the pics soon.
stay tune!

it's not a war 10:40 am

I am an angry girl today!

it's very difficult for me to work with an ABSENT-MINDED PEOPLE.
they get me on my nerves.

it's not a war 11:36 am

mom &dad is very supportive.
im learning how to walk wearing the 3-inch heels.
love you!

it's been 3 days. im getting the hold of it.
but till now, im still free as ever.
im having lots of free time to laze around.

why aren't i as busy as shama?
:(

ps: catch me on my 3-inch heels on a dress!

it's not a war 12:13 pm