im a fickle bitch. like totally. i think i should improve on that fickle problem im having. and i gotta sort out the mind and the heart too.

im a lost girl. i duno what i want in life. i wanna be a teacher. next minute i would say that i wana be a businesswoman. then i wud tell my family that i wanna get married and be a housewife. i'd always want the impossibility. i think that's my problem. having stupid, nonsensical and high hopes without thinking ahead(long term).

and like right now, i though of being a police officer. or rather get a police officer to be my soulmate. im a dreamer but not a dreamgirl yet. HAHAH!

and when love matter, im such a loser. totally. i can overcome any pressure but love... hmmm.... im a failure. im a sucker for love. hahaha. im a pathetic kid who thinks love sucks because i failed in relationship more than once. but i still wanna fall in love. this explains im a contradictor.