PEACE!
a little whine for a start-up can? im so not feeling good. my immune system is so weak nowadays. im lack of antobiotics and now, my running nose is killing me. i feel so suffocated and my head is getting heavier and heavier. my brain isnt functioning at all. i cant even get my hands on the excel which i ve been doing for many many years. half of my brain hurts! and each time i walk, i will sway as if there's an earthquake. and i sound like a duck. my voice is so kemek uh. it's that bad!





last weekend, the parents and i made a trip to Arab Street. The big day is coming and so, we looked for the costumes. That black and gold songket is darn lovely and im so willing to fork out my $80 for it. (For the first time, im buying it with my own cash) A good start I shall say. =) But then again, being the ficklest-minded girl on earth, i want a black with silver embroideries songket which i've been eyeing since a year or two ago. =(

but heck laa, i gonna spend my $80 for the songket. (whatever the colour, i shall come to a decision soon)


then, as soon as my bank account has replenish, i gonna treat mama and the youngest for dinner. ya, im bad. only those two cos they are the ones who's always available. the rest are either out or at home; sleeping. so $50 from me to them.


one more weekend before the babes meet again and made a field trip to give the animals a surprise visit. before that, lunch after work.. FOOD COMES FIRST hor! for that, another $50.


and where's my money for my hair? what happens to my so-called rebonding? my babes are right. there's no need for that. i might as well use it for other things.. like hair dye? ahhahahah!
ehh! i have to make sure my hair will be back to its natural colour. heck ARGH!


wow. wow. wow.
aren't i quite a boros?
but as always.. (before anything and everything) $200 for mama and another $200 for the utilities and $100 fed to my Ez-link (lucky aint it? every month i feed $100 tau.) ohmygod! am i gonna be broke just a week after my pay? NO WAY MAN!


and when can i start having savings? i so wanna save my money but there's just so many things i've yet to own.
HOW? HOW? HOW?

it's not a war 12:33 pm

i took an urgent halfday leave yesterday and meet mama at dhobby ghaut. what else could the daught and mama be doing apart from shopping. but this time round we didnt hit any malls but instead, we made a visit to the supermarket.


and i realised im so not ready to be independent. there, i had fun chasing mama here n there. ironically, i got lost. i kept calling mama asking where she is and touring the whole supermarket looking for her and there she was happily browsing thru the groceries. =)


and to make it worst i was darn clumsy laa. i couldnt push the cart. or rather, i dont know how to push the cart. i was all the way pushing it to the wrong directions and stumble upon people's feet.


on a sweeter note, i still need my mama. =)


and by the way, i've been having scary nightmares every night for the past 3 nights. yes, it has its message but what is it? to add on the nervousness, my left eye has been twitching and i dont feel good. i knw i shouldnt be superstitious but its not a crime to do otherwise right?


now, im afraid to sleep. i dont wanna know the outcome, please..

it's not a war 5:09 pm

i am contactless. i haf no mobile to get any incoming news. to make it worst, i haf nothing to share my stories. its nt tht i haf nobody. i still have my babes, friends and family but i just dont have the required device to get to them. it's that sad. =(

and now, i've lost my EZ-link card. the essential item needed to travel. especially in spore. and to make it worst again, i can never stay at home. yet another sad story from me. =(

and now in the office, i dont have my own desk. and it's all because there are 4 clerks here and one has occupied my desk. and to make it even worst, they will be posted here till month end. =(


sigh! does nothing really stay?

it's not a war 12:21 pm

this was the nong nong ago photos. =)
anyways, the family is fine now.



ever since the school term break started, the sister has been irritating cum annoying. asking me teeny weeny favours during the wee hours.



Emotional upheaval causes people to say things they don't mean.
Forgive and forget.

it's not a war 11:31 am

Hey! i was so excited that i had successfully downloaded the Adobe Photoshop but unfortunately, i didnt bring the cabels to transfer my delayed photos. im so frustrated now!

Oh God, i miss you! you know what's best for me.
you know i know you love me.
be with me puh-lease!!!
=)

anyways.. here is something.




first thing first. thanks babe. i appreciate the honesty.
honestly, i know about it but again, i can't do anything about it though.
infact, i dont wanna do anything about it.
understand? No? I also dont, actually. heck!


let's talk about me today.

im always in a perplexion. forever, i supposed! =)
the thing about me is.. i dont dare explaining my difficulties. i dont see the reason others could understand me. i worry being bombarded with many more things i couldn't control.

i dun explain. i avoid.
im oblivious just as much as one is to oneself.
in a nutshell, im just sorry.


anyhow, it's only recently i know the meaning of society. i've never favoured being with many companions in life. best friends, close friends, good friends were never in my dictionary. only FRIENDS!
but thanks to the babes, i learn what people called categorizing & prioritizing.


i apologized for any hard feelings but thats not my motive for today's entry. and once again, im still perplexed!
tell me about it can?

it's not a war 10:52 am

in my dreams


you know me better than i know myself
you remember things about me i forget
you surprise me at times
you are silent and unpredictable
you never sleep in my dreams

it's not a war 4:00 pm

after months, the babes & i conclude to do a little bit of self-pampering; welcoming June with a teeny weeny bit of fun & luxury. shopping plus a sumptuous dinner!

after so long, i could then feel the breeze of the rich air surround me. i could hear it whispers; "linda, it's time to welcome the pleasure in life." hee!

anyways, the blog hasn't been fed with pictures for the past days so let teh usual routine begin again.

we seriously had truckloads of fun.
and we had bitching session as the toppingS for that night.
awesome, aint it?



if only we could be rich to begin with.


=)

it's not a war 1:01 pm