July 08, 2008♥
IS THAT THE CASE
Dear pal, am i living in denial all this while?

Random #1
Recently, i fell seriously ill and that moment of faith made me realise from my dream emotionally. hey! i am living in a real world where there are complications, hatreds and more evil things i'd never know. Nothing is perfect and nice.
Random #2
I tried to accept everything that happens in my life. Read my lips. E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G. Even though I've tried stopping things from happening, I still let things happen. Cos Im living with the fact that things happen for a reason. But am i ready to hear out the reasons? Ironic right?
Random #3
Friends make my life go round. I need my friends. There are times when I wanna be alone but at the same time, I want them to be with me. I was happy everytime we were out together but am i really happy? or was i running away from my worries?
Random #4
When I was very young back then, I'd aways wanted a fixed income job. Preferably working at fixed hours too. i've got one currently but why am i still not happy? Why am i still dreading to work just as i would dread each time i went to school years ago. Am i still not ready to face the real world where money matters?
Random #5
I hope and wish for a happy and stable family in the near future but look at the current status im in. I can't even trust myself. How am i gonna share the rest of my life with an outsider whom I'll consider as my soulmate?
Random #6
People say; Love yourself before others. How do I build love and trust when I am trying so hard to love and have faith in myself?
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