We're different in many ways. We see ways differently from each other. We have our own troubles yet we try to hide it from each other. It's hard to confide.


For i'm not jealous. Think about it. Our way of life is different from the start. I can choose to be ignorant and let you do whatever you want, but i know i will pay the price of it. It's not like it's my 1st, i'm so used to it that i grow immune of it. Then again, given a scenario i go out with a boy and he treats me for a drink or two, would you like it? I can use the reason, he's a boy. SO? Besides, you know her longer than you know me.


For i'm not possessive. I don't care if you don't meet me. But do get your priorities right. There's time for me. There's time for your friends. I don't care if you're going out with guys or girls. Whatever it is, you get my point. I don't wish to know about it. All it's needed is a simple sms saying you will be back by then. I don't wish to give myself any rooms for jealousy or anger. So please, do as you please.


For i'm different. They way i see and act are somehow different. I'm not a shadow of your past. I'm different from the girls you used to date. Yes, i'm ignorant sometimes. With this, i give you the benefit of doubt, maybe. If someone else better comes along the way, i'm more than happy to let you go. For you deserve better i guess.

For i'm tired.

it's not a war 10:42 am

it's not a war 9:14 am

Last two days when I was helping mama in the living room, mama randomly asked me. My answer was Yes and then I raised my eyebrows.


From where we begin, I never once felt things are going this way. I will not call it happiness yet but I knew it's not a regret.

it's not a war 9:47 pm

in less than a week i've got bangs! i noticed mama gave up on ideas for my hair cos i can't stick to one hairstyle for long. the best thing was mama said i should go for japanese curl. heck!

i skipped work and headed to Geylang again this morning. daddy bought another lighting for the corridor. also, we've got new stuffs for the kitchen =)) ok heck! a few more days for the raya songs to be on air. cant wait! cant wait! meanwhile, let me be the first =D

ps: you miss me?

it's not a war 10:03 pm

yesterday was awesome. i so want more of yesterdays =) if only...







it's not a war 11:24 am

yesterday wasn't a good day for me. i was a crybaby ='( everything seems not right. and lucky for me the girlfriend was there.



here's a glimpse of my new soft soft hair. ehehheheheh!




it's not a war 8:14 am

(BAM BAM BOOM)

this was our very first together! despite some disagreement and indecisive decisions, we had fun fun fun! and for the first time in my life, me n ida had no idea what to do with our remaining rupiahs. that's a pretty impossible mission if in singapore.

only half a day there, the babes miss their mommas and i miss Singapore food. =)

so mama, ur daughter has grown up =)

it's not a war 8:27 am

Days bac, my dearest babe and I had a mini teenyweeny celebration for the babe's twentieth. Only the three of us! Can you imagine how pathetic it would have been? But still with this three babes being together, nothing is impossible. Furthermore, it has always been only the three of us eversince we girls were out of poly. :)


So we met at Geylang. Hahah! Ironically, the birthday babe and I successfully reached the destination. Well, we both are idiots when it comes to direction. =)




(Anyways, welcome bitch!)

it's not a war 8:21 am

it's true when people say, time goes by very fast and that every minute and every second matters. and apparently, here i am.. never fails to procrastinate. it felt like just a few months back when we had our hari raya celebration. and soon, the celebration is on once more. time pass soo fast. and today, it's the start of fasting month. =) for the muslims, i mean. well, i guess..



HAPPY FASTING & WELCOME SEPTEMBER (!!!)

it's not a war 7:54 am