September 27, 2008♥
the last call
We're different in many ways. We see ways differently from each other. We have our own troubles yet we try to hide it from each other. It's hard to confide.
For i'm not jealous. Think about it. Our way of life is different from the start. I can choose to be ignorant and let you do whatever you want, but i know i will pay the price of it. It's not like it's my 1st, i'm so used to it that i grow immune of it. Then again, given a scenario i go out with a boy and he treats me for a drink or two, would you like it? I can use the reason, he's a boy. SO? Besides, you know her longer than you know me.
For i'm not possessive. I don't care if you don't meet me. But do get your priorities right. There's time for me. There's time for your friends. I don't care if you're going out with guys or girls. Whatever it is, you get my point. I don't wish to know about it. All it's needed is a simple sms saying you will be back by then. I don't wish to give myself any rooms for jealousy or anger. So please, do as you please.
For i'm different. They way i see and act are somehow different. I'm not a shadow of your past. I'm different from the girls you used to date. Yes, i'm ignorant sometimes. With this, i give you the benefit of doubt, maybe. If someone else better comes along the way, i'm more than happy to let you go. For you deserve better i guess.
For i'm tired.
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