there's a reason why the past never made it to the future.

Have you ever truly loved someone before? It's a question that you'd most probably have heard from somewhere or someone. Well, I'm not looking for any answers. It just crossed my mind, and so I was thinking of the fact that "truly" was used probably to show that the people's comprehension of love just goes as deep as the surface of the word, which inevitably led to the condemns and disregards for such a beautiful act.



By saying that, I don't mean the irrational use of this word altered the minds and hearts of many, but it's the cause for irrational commitment, and what goes after that need no further reiteration. Yes, people might say love is irrational, and I would certainly agree that no one can ever truly understand love, but you can never love someone you don't truly understand, for you will never be happy. There was this sentence, "If I can't forgive you, then I don't deserve you." I not saying this like I've experienced it first-hand. After all that's said, I hope you'll see that it's not love that hurts people, it's the people you love that do, and the only reason I can think of is that they don't love you enough to deserve you. Happiness is never a gauge of love, it's the only reason to love.



Feelings have thus depletes for him. Here, the heart confess she no longer care for him. :( In fact, her attention is snatched by her new 'hero'.

ps: thanks zul! you've prove me wrong and i've scored tremendously!

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I tried to concentrate. I tried to focus. I tried to aim. Atleast I tried, didn't I?

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Let's just say I'm tired before it even starts. I don't want anything bad to happen but some things just gotta come to an end. If it's not today, it'll be in months to come. I just got no faith but I keep telling myself to get going, pick up & do what I have to do. A definite must.

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The past weekdays have been a crazy ride. Time is a little tough at the moment. Unexpected working schedule = plan ruin. No matter how much I hate those, I am trying hard to be positive here. Although at times I can get a little unreasonable and not that understanding girl material, that was just a moment of mixed feelings and I hope you understand that side of me. Leave me alone and I'll recover. It takes time to react appropriately towards unexpected things.




On a side note, things was abrupt. Am truly sorry about it. All along when I thought I know her, I actually have no idea about her. I understand she's gone overboard and I'm sorry.





Finally Raya-ing with the babes.




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( Salam Lebaran Muslims! )

Alhamdulillah!
Sempena bulan mulia ini, Linda ingin mohon maaf zahir dan batin. May this new year makes me a better person.

On this very day, i felt home empty. We could feel something is missing. Her. Yes, preparation is done but it's her morning spirit that's gone. Everyone were super kecoh and excited today but it's just different. I miss hugging and kissing her early in the morning on this very special day. Linda rindu nenek sangat2.

i may not feel what you felt but i understand what you are going through. Stay strong! Linda sayang kamu!!

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