Girls are like phones. We love to be held, talked too but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected!




Hoping so much for this weekend, I'm so unfortunate to spend the weekend all alone. Its a sunny Sunday and I'm at home just becus I'm so sick. My nose is so itchy that I kept rubbing it till it turns red. My throat hurts alot that I kept coughing each time I want to talk. My head is so heavy it makes me wanna lie on my bed and not getting up the whole day.. being so afraid of Mr. vaccine, will i ever be healthy again... :(

Mama is out with daddy and brother. They're out with no-thing and will be back home with many many paper bags. ISH!!

Am I just not comfortable with the late night &early morning dew? Yet it's not a dead end to take the passenger's seat every now and then. Just a little hole in my pocket.. ahah!

it's not a war 12:24 pm

it's not a war 1:38 am

I have been around this topic with everyone almost every time that it keeps me thinking and seeing the real life ahead. The more I tried to see the upcoming events in my life, the more I float away with my dreams. But I like it, somehow. I would sit around at home, at work, just anywhere picturing how my life will be when I am married. =)

I want to get married very early actually and you know the only thing that stop me from doing that is money money and money and of course my right man. You can easily learn how to cook, how to manage a family, how to treat your husband well and how to do the housework, but you just can't simply learn how to save up. I am convinced I am right on that. I like the idea of settling down very quickly and live moderately but happily. I want to have a girl who grows up to be just like me. Loves shopping and anything abstract. She will wear anything that is on me, and I am picturing the both of us, walking hand in hand, in a white sundress and a denim jacket. She'll definitely looks gorgeously cute. We will all live in a cosy home, have classic furnitures around and probably go with the country theme. I foresee myself being a good wife, making breakfast every morning and start the day kicking for everyone at home. Mom said I will have a clean house because I ace in housework. That's a motivation I shall say. Hah!

Wow. I could really type that much I didn't know I have dreams to live for. I've got dreams to remember and I will not fail. One will never live without a dream, and it's that dream that reminds us of who we are in every second of your life.


oh wells, go with the flow babe.
it's funny u see sometimes right when u got a bf u dun feel like having one but when u got no bf u feel like having one. true enuf?




ohh i miss being loved and to be loved!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!

it's not a war 10:31 pm

Monday blues not! Okay, mnday's last night. Despite being the early bird, I'm fine with it. :)

OJT is ending and i dont even know where/how to begin. predictably, i gonna move about from one place to another without knowing my direction. Oh boy, i think i need a personal directory. Hah!

and work is taking away all of my time. i need the bitches. i miss the random visits to random places on random days. awwww!!

it's not a war 8:46 am