December 12, 2008♥
I love my past. I am looking forward for my future. I find myself dull at present.
2009 is coming! the year I've been looking forward to and waiting for! and of course, I wonder what is ahead of me. hmmmmmmmmmmmm.......sometimes things won't go the way we plan it to be. I wonder what will I become then...
I have been around this topic with everyone almost every time that it keeps me thinking and seeing the real life ahead. The more I tried to see the upcoming events in my life, the more I float away with my dreams. But I like it, somehow. I would sit around at home, at work, just anywhere picturing how my life will be when I am married. =)
I want to get married very early actually and you know the only thing that stop me from doing that is money money and money and of course my right man. You can easily learn how to cook, how to manage a family, how to treat your husband well and how to do the housework, but you just can't simply learn how to save up. I am convinced I am right on that. I like the idea of settling down very quickly and live moderately but happily. I want to have a girl who grows up to be just like me. Loves shopping and anything abstract. She will wear anything that is on me, and I am picturing the both of us, walking hand in hand, in a white sundress and a denim jacket. She'll definitely looks gorgeously cute. We will all live in a cosy home, have classic furnitures around and probably go with the country theme. I foresee myself being a good wife, making breakfast every morning and start the day kicking for everyone at home. Mom said I will have a clean house because I ace in housework. That's a motivation I shall say. Hah!
Wow. I could really type that much I didn't know I have dreams to live for. I've got dreams to remember and I will not fail. One will never live without a dream, and it's that dream that reminds us of who we are in every second of your life.
oh wells, go with the flow babe.
it's funny u see sometimes right when u got a bf u dun feel like having one but when u got no bf u feel like having one. true enuf?

ohh i miss being loved and to be loved!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!
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