January 25, 2009♥
thts me
The new year isn't about what happened. It's about what's to come. But the past is always with us. Just waiting to mess with the present and when that happens, I'll be watching.. Life is weird. Life is contradicting. Life is unfair. What else?
I'm not a petty kinda person. Most of the time, I'll just let the matter rest, I've learnt to let go. I'm patient & most of the time, I'll tell myself to relax, be calm. But sometimes.. I see no point in helping because you are not helping yourself. No one can change you except yourself. Remember, humans aged in time. Oh ya, "if you are happy i'm happy". That's bullshit!
it's your choice whether to remember.
ohh i miss YOU many many.
it's not a war 1:08 am
January 21, 2009♥
raindrops
and how I wish you have the courage to tell me so..
it's not a war 12:10 pm
January 15, 2009♥
thats just so unfortunate..
my beloved phone chose to abandon me this morning. hours later, the sim card decided to leave too. and now.. i'm all alone not entertained..
HOW CAN I NOT BE DEMORALISED, HUNNEH?
it's not a war 5:11 pm
January 09, 2009♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIRA! YOU'RE EIGHT. LOVE YOU MANY MANY SWEETHEART!!!
*muacks*
it's not a war 9:36 pm
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thats from me
There is no such thing in anyone's life as an unimportant day. There is nothing permanent except change. A text from the babe woke me up from my dream. Yes babe, we are the only real obstacle in our path to a fulfilling life. What makes life dreary is the want of a motive. What was really needed was a fundamental change in our attitude toward life.
I've yet to commit in a true love relationship. I've not experienced to love with someone true. All I learn a relationship is always about lies&fakes. So what's the point right? Honestly, relationship fears me. ehh no! I fear relationships. (hahah..)
girl: I wanna get engaged at 21. that's after march ah.. (haha)
boy: Bf don't have, wanna engaged.. Who's that unlucky guy ahh.. (hahahahahah)
girl: Where got unlucky? Im loving and romantic lah.. No need bf. Bf none faithful one.
boy: (hahahahaha) if u know bf no faithful one then you think can get a faithful fiance ah..
that's his point (hahah)
boy: you still young what.. still got long way to go..
girl: i wanna settle down early lah. b425 i wanna get married. (mentel kan?)
boy: i think b4 25 you still no bf (hahahahahahahahaha)
girl: stop it eh you. ders always someone out there.
boy: ya lah.. but thats when ure 28! (hahahahhahahahah)
is that how a friend support another friend? (hahahahaha)
girl: aye! best anot fool around?
boy: huh! i where got fool around.. if im fooling around, girls will already be around me.. and i wont be texting you any more.. (hahahaha)
hahahahah! there's always multi-tasking lah boy..
Will you look back on life and say, "I wish I had," or "I'm glad I did"?
What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?
it's not a war 9:54 am
January 01, 2009♥
well said
hello 2009!
as i stepped into the house last night..
brother: kak! you're home? today no new year party ehk..
me: no comments puh-lease.
me: im not excited.. unlike previous years..
brother: why.. eh kak, thats your bf.. dont wanna scream ahh.. *giggles*
me: shuddup u!
mama interrupted my convo with the youngest.
mama: kakak da besar.
me: huh?
mama: you've grown up lah kak. and it's all about work. unlike schooldays when nothing concern you except friends and holidays. that's why not fun like that..
me: hahah.. well said mama! (and thats my first laugh for 2009)
ahhh... so that's basically the reason why im at home when the clock strikes 12. work is taking away all of my time. haha!
it's not a war 1:31 pm
