it's not a war 12:47 pm

"Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there."

- Good Will Hunting

it's not a war 12:45 pm

"I was a killer, was the best they’d ever seen
I’d steal your heart before you ever heard a thing
I’m an assassin and I had a job to do
Little did I know that girl was an assassin too"

it's not a war 12:44 pm

"Well it kind of hurts
when the kind of words you write
kind of turn themselves into knives"

it's not a war 12:43 pm

“Because sometimes you have something you need to say but you can’t because the words won’t come out or you get scared or you feel stupid, so if you could write a song and sing it then you could say what you need to say and it would be beautiful. And people would listen and you wouldn’t make a complete idiot out of yourself, but all of us can’t be songwriters so some of us will never be able to say what we’re thinking or what we want other people to know what we’re thinking… so we’ll never get the chance to make things right again ever.”

it's not a war 12:38 pm

“ I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone,
but I can tell you what it is for me.
Love is knowing all about someone
and still wanting to be with them more than any other person.
Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself,
including the things you might be ashamed of.
Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone
but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”

it's not a war 12:38 pm

Don’t expect someone to read your mind, and don’t play games with heads or hearts. Don’t tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better then lies. Don’t be cold to someone you care about, indifference hurts more then angry words.

it's not a war 12:36 pm

it's not a war 6:38 pm

I think it’s more interesting to see people who don’t feel appropriately. I relate to that, because sometimes I don’t feel anything at all for things I’m supposed to, and other times I feel too much. It’s not always like it is in the movies.  

it's not a war 10:52 pm

it's not a war 9:29 am

Don't be surprised. I've taken all the sorrow and now I think I'll turn and walk away cus the tears are building up in my eyes. 21 years of age and it's time to say goodbye cus I don't even want to try to make it through the night.

It won't be a lie if I told you my life was hurt. Nobody is never hurt. All I could comfort myself with is to look around me and realize that every single person i see is struggling with something, and to them, it's just as hard as what I'm going through. I believe to be strong when things go wrong.

I don't know if I can yell any louder. I can be so mean when I want to be. I am capable of really..anything! How did I become obnoxious? I've never been this nasty. Can't you tell that all this is just a concert?




it's not a war 10:10 am

it's not a war 11:24 pm

“ My heart didn’t break into a thousand pieces after he left. Instead, I realized all the things he didn’t do. He didn’t want to hear my stories. He didn’t ask me questions. He didn’t smile when I was talking to him. He didn’t hug me out of the blue to make me feel good. His hugs were always a preamble to something else and after he was gone, I wondered if he ever knew me at all."

it's not a war 9:56 am

“ We think about it, sing about it, dream about it & loose sleep worrying about it. When we don’t know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don’t know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don’t know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define & impossible to live without”.



(THE PRINCESS' HAPPY ENDING!)



it's not a war 10:58 am

"If he were the right guy for you, there would be nothing on this earth keeping him from you. None of this not-over-his-ex sh*t, none of this not-ready-for-committment crap, no excuses, equivocation, or hemming and hawing. He would be there, and present, and totally excited about it. Don’t waste your time if they’re not."

Well, after super long, we met. BITCH PUHLEASE EHK! =D

(IMPROMPTU)



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it's not a war 12:48 am

Visited Baby Amrun with the girls. Ohmyyy, how adorable can he be right. He's such a handsome boy la Fizah!!!!


(FRESH FROM NAP)


And here's a toast to my babies!


it's not a war 5:32 pm